I simply moved my url to an empty blog so you guys can read this. Especially Beatriz (jamiecooking. follow her, she's amazing).
To Beatriz: I am so sorry. I hope you don't get mad at me for going away, but if you do, you have all the right to do so. I hope you see this and read the whole thing, the part dedicated to everyone as well. I wish you all the best in life. Good luck with everything. I'm gonna miss you. I love you.
To everyone: I'm sorry for going away just like that. I needed to get the fuck out of this hellhole because the world is already insane enough as it is, the shapeless mass of insanity that this website is wasn't doing anything good for me. I wasn't having fun anymore. I was literally starting to feel sick. It just wasn't worth it.